Post by Deleted on Sept 30, 2015 18:57:26 GMT -5
Doe had practically pleaded for him to join her. It was her first time at this Hero/Vigilante club and she was certain that she was going to waste her time if she showed up alone. She would end up standing awkwardly in a corner without socializing at all. That was the only reason she was going to this place, to be honest. Or at least that was what she told herself and everyone else. She needed to work on her socialization skills. She knew that lack of socialization led to depression and depression led o further anxiety, which just wasn't fit for a Hero.
In an odd way, Doe really wanted to go to this club. She felt like it could be an opportunity to gain self esteem since she had little to none. She felt like perhaps she could come out of her shell and find a reason to jump out of the ocean of self doubt that she seemed to be living in. She had never had much confidence in herself until Shadow had come into her life. He had challenged her and he treated her like an equal. He had trusted her to make the healing formula. She hadn't felt so good about herself before then. She wanted to be closer to him. So, it only made sense that he would be the person to ask.
Dear Shadow,
Please note that when I say 'dear' I don't mean 'dear' it isn't meant to be taken as affection in the slightest. It's simply a good start to any letter. I was going to say 'TO Shadow' or just 'Shadow', but both lacked the effect I was going for. Not that I was trying to go for any effect like in a weird way. I don't know what I'm saying. Just shoot me, okay? Wait. That was morbid. I'm not a morbid person at all, I promise. I'm actually too innocent. Not like a child, though. I'm a strong, independent woman.
So, this letter is being written so that I can formally invite you to this new club for Hero's and Vigilantes. It's not like a night club with dancing or anything. That would be awful. I would throw myself off a cliff before I went to one of those. It's more like a hang out. So, uh. Yeah. I was wondering if you wanted to go, because I don't want to go by myself and Mii and Rae refuse. I'm kind of a loner otherwise. You don't have time for many friends in this field.
It's alright if you don't want to. It's probably going to be silly anyway. Or maybe not. Who knows? I guess we'd just have to see? I mean, it's a risk, but if we hate it then we can leave. I definitely understand if it's too stupid, though. Or if you're busy. I mean, I won't get mad. We'll still be friends.
If you did go, I'd appreciate it so much. I mean, we don't have to, but we only live one life and sometimes trying new things are important. Sometimes when we're in our rocking chairs, unable to move from arthritis, we look back and think about how we should have gone to that party or went skiing or to the hero/vigilante club. It's just one of those opportunities that might not be something we'd want to miss and we can always leave if it's bad! I promise.
Just let me know. I totally don't care that much about it. I mean, maybe it'd be sort of fun.
-Doe
Doe stuffed the note into his hand the last time she'd seen him and refused to let him read it until he was alone. It was mortifying. She hated asking people for things. Especially him for some reason. She was extremely fond of him and was in a constant state of worry that she was going to destroy her shot at a lasting friendship with him. She hoped more than anything that she could pull this off and he wouldn't hate her letter. It was the best one out of the many she had written.